I’m 31 married for six years. I’m partners in a small salon and recently had a black gentleman come in for a haircut. I have always had fantasies about black men. We are from upstate New York and live around a bunch of conservative people. Interracial is looked down on here. The black gentleman who came into the salon his name is James. He is 46 and single. I don’t know what it was about him but when we talked I got these feelings I had never felt before. I don’t know why but he asked me for my cell number and I gave it to him without hesitation. We have been texting and talking on the phone for a week now. My feelings and emotions are running wild and I’m confused