I have been considering being black owned and cucking my husband for a few months if I can. He is a contractor overseas and only comes home every 4 months and has been doing this for over 3 years. I do love him and want to stay married and it was he that got me started fucking black guys in the first place but I am willing to give myself to black only. Should I even if it means divorce? or should I continue to play and let him fuck me when he comes home and be happy?