Getting Caught!

[tomascini]

got caught jackin off by a fellow soldier. he had me suck his bbc and swallow.thought I was done but he told his crew and I pulled a SOUL TRAIN. that's how it started.

And I'll bet you haven't stopped since, right?

 

[Slave0666]

What do you feel like doing when you see that endowed black bull's cock?

Choking on it. Or just getting slapped in the face by it. But really, I just jack off. I knew there was something wrong with me years ago when I was curious about IR porn. I noticed that I got an erection not only from the chick, but from the bbc. The chick might not be very attractive, but when they're sucking on and getting pounded by black cock then they become hotter.

 

[tomascini]

Choking on it. Or just getting slapped in the face by it. But really, I just jack off. I knew there was something wrong with me years ago when I was curious about IR porn. I noticed that I got an erection not only from the chick, but from the bbc. The chick might not be very attractive, but when they're sucking on and getting pounded by black cock then they become hotter.
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And you watching those videos, I'll bet you'd give anything just to be there to fluff that blac cock after it's done fucking the slut.

Don't you, white boi?

 

[smolder]

Interesting topic, missed this earlier & hope to hear from others. I can remember "getting caught" several different ways. I can see there was a subconscious desire to be caught. My wife had found my magazines before the internet & knew I looked at porn but what she had found was all mainstream stuff. As I got more into interracial porn I found myself developing a taste for the cuckold stuff. Just from everyday discussion about various people we know I noticed she admitted to finding a noticeably higher percentage of black men attractive. When we talk about fantasies during sex I started bringing up the black sexual mystique and whether that was something that turned her on. This finally led to one day when I didn't hear her come home and she walked in on me jacking off to IR porn movies on the computer. After first getting angry, then accepting that it wasn't really that surprising, she finally got around to wanting to know what I was looking at. While most of the harder cuckold stuff was more hidden on the computer I had conveniently created a pretty accessible directory of IR porn clips that I had wanted her to see but was just never able to say watch this. It was mostly amateur or not as polished pro stuff with white wives really getting off with black men. I remember a couple Rebecca clips, and some less hardcore Black Bachelor stuff with Fonda, both women I find very sexy. There was also quite a few amateur housewives having what seemed like very realistic orgasms with black men, some with their husbands watching off to the side or off frame.

Her reaction was interesting, she appeared surprised that the women appeared normal and not made up like the glossy pro porn videos. She also noticed the IR theme but never really made a big deal about it. I don't know if she ever went back & looked at these videos when I wasn't around. After that when I directed the fantasy talk towards black men I could get her to admit she had a curiosity about the suggestion that black men are bigger and more sexually skilled. Even though she thought it was mostly overblown she also admitted she felt there must be some truth to it. So even though she never acted like she wanted to take things beyond fantasy talk I was encouraged she seemed to enjoy it as a fantasy topic.

Another time was when she "accidentally" found this bookmark.
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But that probably needs another post.

 

[tomascini]

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But that probably needs another post.

Sounds like something I'd like to post at my blog page for others to read. Especially the part about marriage rules.

 

[smolder]

I've never been in a relationship where I had to hide anything. After a certain point, I stopped dating white guys anyway so it wasn't like I had to go looking for satisfaction "on the side", so to speak. I did have a roommate in college finf out what kind of porn was on my laptop once, and that resulted in a fair amount of kidding, but it was good-natured. My mom walked in on me in the act once, and it was embarrassing but she was pretty calm about it.

Hi Meredith, I would like to hear more about what happened when your roomie discovered your taste in porn. Was your roommate male or female? I guess I assumed female but it wouldn't be that unusual for it to be a man, and it would be an interesting situation for a nice white boy to find ut his cute roommate was hot for some BBC. Anyway beyond the kidding it seems like there would be some prodding for more details, ...have you actually tried it? ...was it different? From your posts you seem like a do your own thing & leave me alone about mine person, but have you ever found yourself suggesting to other women they should try some experimentation with black men? Thanks and hope to hear more from you in the forums.

 

[vera]

I don't think getting "caught" is the drama or crisis it once was. There is so much black fucking going on now within the white female community that I think it's to be expected to some degree.

 

[smolder]

I'd like to keep this thread alive so I’ll comment on another incident where I "got caught" by my wife. I will preface things a little since it comes up later in the story but over the course of fantasy talk about black men with my wife I finally brought myself to order a black dildo for her. She isn't really into toys, & all I've really seen her use is a small white plastic vibrator just big enough to hold one AA battery. Anyway what I ended up ordering was a realistic about 8" black cock dildo, which seemed to be a typical, not over-sized, offering on the Amazon website. Since I'm about 5.5", when I finally gave it to her, her reaction was "oh my god, that thing is huge, what we're you thinking?" Anyway to my disappointment she has never really developed a craving for it. There have been several times I have got her drunk & horny enough to try it out but even with alot of lube she just says it feels uncomfortable.

So to get back to the original subject I need to admit I have tried on some of my wife's panties, probably not that unusual for a white guy who fantasizes about his wife with other men. One day I found a couple pairs she was throwing out in our bedroom trash. There was one black & one white nylon panty with kind of a lacey panel on the front. Kind of worn with some tears so not surprising she was throwing them out even though I would have considered them almost new if they were my men's underwear which I tend to keep until they fall apart of my wife throws them out. But anyway I found myself stashing hers in the bottom of my jeans drawer and occasionally wearing them. Several times I even wore them when we went out for dinner or drinks, getting a thrill thinking about the embarrassment if anyone ever found out. In the back of my mind the old mantra "wear clean underwear in case you get in an accident". Inevitably it finally happened when I was getting ready for bed one night she walked in unexpectedly when I had my pants down but the panties still on. Her first reaction "are those my panties?" and then the questioning and attempts at explaining. I mostly tried the it reminds of you and I get a kick out of how it feels different approach, but inside I knew the real reason was I wanted her to think of me as less of a man. Eventually she seemed most upset that they weren't too small for me to wear, my wife is not a large women but does have a curvy butt & the material is pretty stretchy so I felt bad how that bothered her. Anyway I threw that pair away that night & she let it drop as another of my weird kinks but made it clear she didn't find it acceptable.

Sometime later this had all mostly been forgotten. And it was a few days after one of the times I had convinced her to try the black dildo. We were getting ready for bed and my wife came into the bedroom with the other pair of panties she had found in the dresser drawer. I hadn't forgotten about them, I had noticed them several times when getting something out of the drawer. Each time I thought about getting rid of them but the idea of wearing them again always convinced me to keep them. I guess subconsciously I wanted to get caught and now it had happened. Instead of getting mad or freaking out my wife just made me put them on and parade around a little while she berated me for being such a pervert. I remember her complaining about me not being able to satisfy her because I was always playing with myself, and teasing me because, even hard, my cock still only caused a little tent in the panties. After venting for a while she agreed to let me go down on her, and when I tried to take off the panties she told me I had to keep them on. All in all I guess things worked out about as well as I could have hoped when she finally got out the black dildo and lube herself and told me she was going to enjoy herself and I could just watch. I was surprised she let me stay and she rolled over away from me humping the dildo between her legs. It was such a turn on watching her & even though she was only rubbing the big black dildo back and forth across he pussy I could tell she was going to get off. Once she finished she saw I had cum rubbing myself through the panties. She gave me a pitying look & said something like "look at you jacking off in your girlie panties while your wife has to get off with a toy." Then she held out the big black cock for me to take and told me to go clean it up but told me not to clean myself up and that I was going to wear the panties to bed. When I came back from the bathroom she was either asleep or feigning sleep so I just let things be, not wanting to get into a discussion about it. But as I laid there trying to sleep, feeling the cum drying on me & the panties, I remember the conflicting feelings of embarrassment & sorrow for disappointing my wife and the excitement I felt wearing the panties in front of her & watching her with the dildo.

 

[yahzooman]

Thanks for your provocative post Master Shango.

Getting caught is always titillating but dangerous. I'm a white guy who had a Black girlfriend. She caught me watching Dominance/submissive videos of a famous Black Woman Domme over a white boi sub. She liked the possibilities and we acted out the parts. It was interesting. But it didn't work because we loved each other and were equals in the relationship. When I was ordered to wear panties and a bra the whole vanilla relationship dynamic broke down. It was just never the same. We broke up soon thereafter and had been together over two years. Maybe the D/s was only a manifestation of how sour the relationship had become. I don't know.

But again to your question. Yes, I've had the fantasy of being "discovered" and we acted on it but reality didn't measure up to the fantasy.

I've since had many sub relationships with other Black Goddesses. I didn't come into the relationship as an "equal" and these encounters were sublime. Black Girls rule!