iraddict said:
@Tall White Wimp,
Any chance you might be willing to post your excellent "Black Man One" story here? I'm sure the members would love it. Also, I was wondering if you have any plans to finish it or do any more writing? I spent months checking back to Literotica every single day hoping to see an update.
Thank you, irAddict .. thank you for your support and encouragement with the "Black Man One" series .. and, perhaps, you're right. Maybe it is better suited here .. i certainly don't know BUT i will tell you that i lost a great deal of motivation to finish the series because of all the 'bashing' and 'hate mail' that i was receiving, as well as the 'accusations' of lying. i cannot even describe 'some' of the harsh replies that i received and deleted. It just BURNT me out, to be quite honest with you.
The fact of the matter is that the entire premise was/ and is absolutely true! The majority of the scenes, at least 70-75% of them were true, too (if i had to put a number on it), and 'freedom of speech' in this country seemed non-existent to me there! .. YES, "Black Man One" existed ... YES, my wife and i moved to this condo assoc where there were all white couples a single Black Stud who was living there after His white gf left .. YES, He was a fitness instructor trying to open His own business .. YES, He was 5'8" to 5'9" tall chiseled and athletic .. YES, He had numerous white women out by the pool with Him quite often .. YES, He had fathered several children (at least 4) .. YES, i bragged to my wife early in the marriage about me boxing and being an athlete but it wasn't really accurate .. YES, she told "Black Man One" that i used to box and He needed a sparring workout partner .. YES, He secured investors and opened His own center .. YES, He began seeing my wife and taking her to a club after work as she was working there .. YES, the stamps from the club existed .. and, YES we eventually separated and are now divorced. Of course, adding other things to the story were only merely exaggerations of what actually occurred, but they did happen in one form or another.
Regardless, i suppose that i do plan on finishing as there are several chapters to go .. but the 'bashing' when one speaks their minds was too much at the time. In some cases, here too. i think everyone wants to believe and like ONLY what they like .. and they don't want to hear anything else. At times, it feels as if it doesn't 'fit' into their particular preference os fetich, or whatever .. then they immediately 'bash' you for it. This is most curious to me since i do not 'bash' anyone else for their beliefs. My story was based on total truth, and is simply an acceptance of Black Supremacy and the superiority of Black Men compared to us white males.
The most humbly was after one of these many sparring workouts where He was really rough on me after i had mouthed off a little. i looked it, too and needed to lay down with an ice bag .. and waking up to hear my then wife in the kitchen talking to a gf of hers on the phone telling her "Richard got beaten up by Him (Black Man One) again ..." i overheard. It was a tone that i never expected as she seemed to be ashamed of her tall white husband wimp and was in awe of physical supremacy of Black Man One. It was 'defeat' that i felt .. as i felt her moving away from me and towards Him.
Anyway, i truly DO appreciate you comments and support .. but i am so very unsure of whether or not i will receive the same nasty comments or bashing for telling a real, true story about what happened. i know it sounds improbable but it really is based upon actual events back then. It took me years of acceptance and a little encouragement to tell that story, and i am not gay or bi or anything - just more respectful and submissive to Black Men and the Black Race, as a whole.