Scared

[white_boi_wa]

Ok so I tried to keep away from what i was thinking for a long time, I have gone back and forth in my head and still confused I have a chance to be with a big black man and I am scared and nervous and everything, I thought i could overcome this feeling and push it down and delete all my pics and everything and not give it a seconded thought but I can't help but keep going back looking and everything and when I talk to men online I can't help but to be submissive to them and I just don't know what do to do to get myself calmed down and go through it any and all advice is very welcomed thank you very much

 

[xxtase]

white_boi_wa, let me tell you something , i was like you, after the first time i sucked my first man/ BBC, i deleted all my pics ( me with a BBC in my mouth..etc),
i regretted, stop watching Ir porn, felt like a trash, and make my self try to date girls again..

it's took a year!... 365 days after i was on a sofa, wearing a thong, attached with a dog collar, fucked hardly barback by a big fat hairy Arab man who toked completely advantage of me, convinced me to offer my beautiful white booty to his hungry arab cock! and it was one of the best fuck in my life, no girl i fucked gave me that great SEX! now i can't get hard on a women, i fuck only Hung Black Males and fat hairy arabmen

you can't fight it, its all ready too late, im sorry, so at least try to have some fun ! it was so so fucking good,

 

[daverp]

as the previous member stated----sorry but its to late now---you can delay the truth --ignor it for awhile --try really really hard to deny it---but it will NEVER go away ---simply because its the truth----you crave and need to serve the niggers blk cock --its just the way it is ---wish i could tell you different---just take satisfaction in knowing there are many many white men in your same shoes

 

[white_boi_wa]

Thank you all, I was just wondering how do I make the butterflys stop and everything, I am still a virgin and haven't done anything yet

 

[xxtase]

trust me, if in ur head ur a white slut for hung blk niggers, its like ur already did it!
you will find this soon.. you will be on your knees sucking a fucking big smelly black cock..

i chatted with blacks for years before i did it so

 

[willsrvu]

Thank you all, I was just wondering how do I make the butterflys stop and everything, I am still a virgin and haven't done anything yet

You don't make the butterflies stop nor do you want too!

After you take that first step and find a firm but gentle Black Man to give your cherry to, the butterflies will still be there but will change from fear to excitement and anticipation.

Stop delaying Black Men from enjoying the pleasure they could be having using your mouth and ass. Do what you know you need, want and is right- become a slut for Black Cock NOW!

will

 

[blackcocklover]

I know how you feel, man. I had the same problem. But once the hornyness for a black cock was too big, I just tried it. And now I belong to a black man. Don't fight it! I also thought that I could be "normal" and fuck women and all that stuff. But once I put my tongue on that big black cock I knew that I would never fuck again, but be fucked! My first thought of a black man was in 2007, when I was 17. It took me 2 years to finally offer myself to one. And I've been fucked so good since! There is no better feeling that being stuffed with a huge black cock. I'm sure you'll come all the time! Like I do.

 

[xxtase]

There is no better feeling that being stuffed with a huge black cock. I'm sure you'll come all the time! Like I do.

fucking hot!! and true

 

[white_boi_wa]

Your all so sweet and thank you for all the words that are coming to me and the messages, I am trying to set something up today and hope that works out but I am not sure yet so we will see what happens

 

[xxtase]

Your all so sweet and thank you for all the words that are coming to me and the messages, I am trying to set something up today and hope that works out but I am not sure yet so we will see what happens

ok just let us informed please, we all waiting for your news here!

 

[sabrina_sissy_gurl]

all of what was said is sooo true. not to be repeating but that IS the way it is. even just having the idea of servicing Black men in your head...you ARE hooked. the starnge and interesting part is, is that there is NO way to keep the first original thought of sucking and fucking Black cocks OUT of your head. to me, it seems natural. there is all truth in what was said. i've had several Black cocks and ive tried to stop...always end back with the deep craving to be used by Blacks. it grows...i now like showing off to Black girls (women) and desire to have them use me to lick and clean their pussies, treat me like the sub white sissy i truly am.

 

[tazloveblack]

There is nothing to be scared of and you will know that the minute you close your mouth around a black cock It will hit you like a ton of bricks on how fantastic it is You will get a nice warm feeling all over and a nice feeling in the pit of your stomach and you will never want to stop that is the way it hit me when i sucked my first remember the age old proverb nothing to fear but fear itself you will be just fine after you get started

 

[bbcluvr10]

So tell us - have you gone thru with it? I hope all is well

 

[chucklez39]

There is nothing like surrendering yourself to BBC. Realizing your place in life.

 

[bound_cuck]

Do what you want to do. There is nothing wrong with fantasies that do no one any harm. Just play safe and have fun. Good hunting.

 

[whtwhore]

What is the easiest way to het over the fear?

 

[chuckles43]

Practice, practice, practice!!!

 

[Slavetoebony]

What is the easiest way to het over the fear?

I got interested in black cocks when I was 16 or 17. But I was afraid to go out offering myself to black guys. I was about 20 or 21 when I finally got blackened. I only agreed to it, because a woman was involved as well.
My suggestion for all you bois afraid of the first time, find yourself a woman/girl who is into this type of stuff and you will be much more at ease about it.

 

[white_boi_wa]

So sorry for the late response....well really late actually thought I posted what ended up happening but I guess I didn't so here is what happened, he called and asked if I was sure about this and I said come on up I was wearing a white t and a skirt and a thong he asked for a cold glass of water be waiting for him I set it on the table as he walked through the door and pulled him in and yanked his pants down and went to work, I swear it was all a blur when I think about it after a while he led me to the couch and sucked on his balls for a while as I worked his shaft, he ask me to kiss him, not my thing but I did, he bent me over on the coffee table and fucked me with a condom, he told me I was too tight he needed lube, he ate my ass a little and tried again ended up breaking the condom got that off of him and went back to work but after about 30mins or so of working he didn't cum once nothing at all and he headed home and didn't speak to him again

 

[nigluvr]

Where are the best places to chat and have you actually hooked up?