I am extremely IR obsessed. So much that it consumes my life. When I'm not at work I'm constantly watching something of IR sex, situations, couples, etc. Even when I'm out, seeing interracial couples gets me horny. Don't know if this is good or bad? I'll I know is I'm single, straight, but love watching IR porn! So much that its the only thing that gives me an erection. Very difficult to get hard with just me and a girl. I always have to think about IR sex in my mind to get an erection or to even try to perform.
I don't know what to do. I wish I could find a girl who would want to be with me, marry me, maybe do the family thing, but also does black guys exclusively(one on one only). I'm not even asking to have sex with her that much. I guess i want to be a sort of cuckold but not really. I only want to watch so I can get off and the girl I'm with is pleased. I'm not small by any means, its just the contrast turns me on so much that it takes over. I also need this to be a secret from the rest of my family. Is there anyway to find a girl like this? A girl who already wants this and I don't have to convince? I'm 33 and the years are going fast. Someone? Anyone? Please help!!! Thank you!
I don't know what to do. I wish I could find a girl who would want to be with me, marry me, maybe do the family thing, but also does black guys exclusively(one on one only). I'm not even asking to have sex with her that much. I guess i want to be a sort of cuckold but not really. I only want to watch so I can get off and the girl I'm with is pleased. I'm not small by any means, its just the contrast turns me on so much that it takes over. I also need this to be a secret from the rest of my family. Is there anyway to find a girl like this? A girl who already wants this and I don't have to convince? I'm 33 and the years are going fast. Someone? Anyone? Please help!!! Thank you!