My very first male on male experience was with a dominant black male. We found each other through an aol chat room and realized we lived a short drive from each other in the Northern Va area. We chatted for a time and decided to meet each other finally. Well, through all of our conversations i never actually realized he was a black man, and when we did meet i was surprised..and pleasantly so. He knew i was nervous, knew i had never been with a man before and was a perfect gentleman that first time. Yes, i found myself sucking his massive cock and taking every inch of it deep in my ass that very first meeting. It was as if something shut down and i was on auto pilot... i longed for it, wanted it, and there it was in front of me and i could not stop myself from giving myself over to it. It didn't take much effort to have me naked and on my back, legs spread and him rolling my up and fucking me for what seemed like hours. I remember feeling, for the first time ever, like i was doing exactly what i was meant to be doing. Having a superior black male between my legs and powering every inch of himself into me was utter bliss. He filled my ass with his seed and i knew i would be needing more of this kind of thing to happen. He was the first, the beginning and i have been with him a few times over the years since. I have moved away from the area, but we continue to talk often. What i want is to share the sissy crossdresser side with him, but i don't think he has much interest in that. I've hinted about it, subtly moved a conversation or two into that direction but it doesn't hold. <sigh> I would happily give myself completely over to that man.