Forgot_How_Pussy_Feels said:
Yes I want this to keep happening. There is nothing in this world that turns me on more. I just want to be able to get control of my nerves and emotions and be able to do what he wants. What can I do to make him understand I accept everything.
Like Zagg said, you need to determine just what your desire is.
If you just want him to fuck your fiancee for you, then you need to tell him that you accept him being her man and want to do whatever you can to make him feel comfortable, but that your nervousness about the situation will take time to overcome and to please understand.
If, on the other hand, what you really want is to be his bitch, then next time he comes over get on your knees, keep your eyes down, call him Sir and tell him that you accept his position as Man of the house and Owner of your Fiancee's pussy and that you will do everything you can to help them enjoy their time together to the fullest.
Just make sure that if being his bitch is what you really want, that you are prepared to do whatever he says without argument or hesitation because once you go on your knees before him, he will know that he owns you as well as your Fiancee. Don't be surprised if he tells you to kiss his feet or perform some other humiliation to show your sincerity. Yes, he might even unzip his pants to see if you are for real, and NO, it may not be to suck his cock. You may find yourself being told to kiss and tongue his ass, so you better be prepared mentally for whatever.
In either case, LIMIT the booze. Obviously, you didn't know when to quit and ended up embarrassing yourself and your Fiancee.
Get your attitude under control. Boozed up or not, there's no excuse for you copping an attitude with him because he challenged you about your commitment and his doubt that you were serious and understood your place in the scheme of things.
You should call him to apologize for allowing yourself to drink too much and displaying a poor attitude. Explain that your nervousness about it all got the better of you. Ask him why he feels that you are not fully accepting of the situation and what you can do to assure him that you are serious and only want to do your best to ensure your Fiancee's happiness and his pleasure.
Best of luck in finding your true path,
will