how old were u when u learned the truth

Ckc0

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This is a true story about how I first learned the truth. I was a 16 when my girlfriend cheated on me and left me for a black guy. I then started dating another girl that went to school with her. My girlfriend would tell me how she would see my ex with different black guys feeling her up and how much of a slut she was. She saw two black guys feeling her up in the school parking lot and yelling to their friends how they were going to fuck her. My ex never had sex with me and here she was in public w two niggers letting them tell everyone that they were fucking her. This secretly turned me on and led to some curiosity in my girlfriend. Eventually she also went black but found black guys wouldn't date her just fuck her and pass her off. She came back to me telling me she loved me and we got back together. I asked her to be honest with me about black guys and would ask her questions which she warned me I might not like the answers. She told me they fucked her better than whiteboys (me included) and she liked how dominate they were and felt obligated to do what ever they wanted. She became very dominate over me and controlled me. I would do anything not to lose her I knew she would keep fucking black guys and decided it would be better for both of us if she didn't have to hide it from me. We agreed that she could fuck anyone she wanted as long as they were black. I of course couldn't fuck any one else but was fine with that I only wanted her to be happy. She would always tell me what her black lovers did to her and it excited both of us and made our sex better. I gave her everything she wanted and her black lovers kept her satisfied. It never slowed our sex life down in fact it enhanced it. She never denied me sex but she did control when it happened. She did deny me the right to cum inside her telling me only black men could cum in her no whiteboys. She would allow me to cum where and when she wanted and would squeeze my nuts if I refused to do what she said. I learned how to control my ejaculations and how to satisfy her with my mouth and cock. She once told me I fucked like a black (which I took as a compliment) but she needed the contrast of color and feeling of being dominated that only a blackman could give her. She said everything about sex with a blackman was better. She told me a whiteboys place is to love and to take care of her and her kids and her place was to please any black man that wanted her which she did. That is how I learned my place and what got me started on interracial porn. Does anyone have a similar story or experience?
 
Nice, ckc0.
You're the envy of most of the white guys here, me for sure.
What happened? Are the two of you still together?

will
 
Alway found the Black Man/White women interesting. i found a lot of it when i was in the navy in the late 60s. My wife went Black about ten years ago, she was 47 and i was 52. We have been a Blackened couple every since and have not regretted.
 
27, the girl I was dating made me realize it. I found out she was cheating on me with several black men. It got me starting to rent interracial porn. Then I just got hooked after that.
 
We dated on and off for about 13 years. We would date until she found a black guy she thought was serious about her then she would leave me sometimes without even telling me any thing. Once they were done with her she would show up asking me to take her back which it would we would fuck and she would tell me all the things her lover would do to her or have her do. She once disappeared for 4 month and moved to florida with a guy I never heard from her til she got back. It was that reason we broke up its hard to have a relationship knowing any black guy that wants ur girl could take her and u not even know where she went. She showed up at my house one day married to a white guy (weird I know) it didn't last once he found out about her dark desires. She did have a baby girl with him which I eventually took care of once they split up. Then we had a kid together purely by accident which I was punished for. We talked about getting married then one day she left me for another blackman (no suprise) then she shows up a year later married to the same guys white friend that he let fuck her and they are currently still married. I know that sounds like a jumbled mess but that's 13 years wrapped up in a short paragraph. She does cheat on her husband he tries to keep her on a short leash but if he goes to the store she is getting fucked (one of my good friends use to live with her til she fucked my friends black boyfriend) so I got all the gossip for a while. I have a lot of stories about her if anyone wants to hear and I have asked a lot of question some of you might have as well so if your curious let me know.
 
That's perhaps the most unusual story I've heard from a white guy about an IR obsessed white woman.

ckc0 said:
We dated on and off for about 13 years. We would date until she found a black guy she thought was serious about her then she would leave me sometimes without even telling me any thing. Once they were done with her she would show up asking me to take her back which it would we would fuck and she would tell me all the things her lover would do to her or have her do. She once disappeared for 4 month and moved to florida with a guy I never heard from her til she got back. It was that reason we broke up its hard to have a relationship knowing any black guy that wants ur girl could take her and u not even know where she went. She showed up at my house one day married to a white guy (weird I know) it didn't last once he found out about her dark desires. She did have a baby girl with him which I eventually took care of once they split up. Then we had a kid together purely by accident which I was punished for. We talked about getting married then one day she left me for another blackman (no suprise) then she shows up a year later married to the same guys white friend that he let fuck her and they are currently still married. I know that sounds like a jumbled mess but that's 13 years wrapped up in a short paragraph. She does cheat on her husband he tries to keep her on a short leash but if he goes to the store she is getting fucked (one of my good friends use to live with her til she fucked my friends black boyfriend) so I got all the gossip for a while. I have a lot of stories about her if anyone wants to hear and I have asked a lot of question some of you might have as well so if your curious let me know.
 
It does sound unusual but if you think about it, it makes sense. We don't give enough credit to the role white men play. Women still need to feel loved and needed. She loves the thug gangster type of black guys and all the do is fuck her. There is no emotional attachment and she needs that as well as the sex. One of the guys she fucked told her he would never date a white girl they are only good for fucking. She acts like a drug addict but its black dick she's addicted to. I chose to leave her and she has been trying to fine a white guy to replace me so she just marries them so she can feel some security. If she could find a thug that loved her she would be thru with white guys. She told me she tried to be faithful to me but she just couldn't do it she had to have black dick. So for her its just a cycle. She gets used by blacks till they r done with her then she tries to kick the habit by going to a white guy that wants her but she is addicted and has to go back to black dick.
 
That sure sounds plausible. And I suppose that you had your reasons for sticking with her for so long, and for dumping her when the time came. Too bad she can't better integrate (pardon the expression) her white and black relationships.

ckc0 said:
It does sound unusual but if you think about it, it makes sense. We don't give enough credit to the role white men play. Women still need to feel loved and needed. She loves the thug gangster type of black guys and all the do is fuck her. There is no emotional attachment and she needs that as well as the sex. One of the guys she fucked told her he would never date a white girl they are only good for fucking. She acts like a drug addict but its black dick she's addicted to. I chose to leave her and she has been trying to fine a white guy to replace me so she just marries them so she can feel some security. If she could find a thug that loved her she would be thru with white guys. She told me she tried to be faithful to me but she just couldn't do it she had to have black dick. So for her its just a cycle. She gets used by blacks till they r done with her then she tries to kick the habit by going to a white guy that wants her but she is addicted and has to go back to black dick.
 
ckc0 said:
I know that sounds like a jumbled mess but that's 13 years wrapped up in a short paragraph.

Yeah, you got that right and I withdraw my statement about you being the envy.
I was under the impression that she was cuckolding you, not that she was just using you as a port in a storm.
Sorry dude,
will
 
Thanks will. It was good while it lasted and I learned a lot from the relationship I didn't put my life on hold for her. I learned how to fuck I can go for hours or cum within a minute of being told too. I learned how to be dominant and have used it with great success. The black girls love it. I can do to them what the blAck guys do to our women. Most importantly I learned what to expect when other girls have gone black and the role I play. I couldn't imagine getting shocked at 27 years old. The first girl that left me for niggers now has 3 mixed children by 3 different guys and as far as I know has never fucked a white guy. I understand why without going thru life wondering what happened. She did cuck me for a while and would again if I would let her but she doesn't know how to manage herself.
 
I was about 17....

Was at a party and overheard a conversation between a friend of mine (who i had a thing for pretty much since i met her) and one of her friends about her cheating on her boyfriend with some black dude. She was going on and on about how big the guy was and how much better he was at fucking and all that. That pretty much got the ball rollng for me.
 
Interesting topic; I first found out the allure of BBC when I was 14. A classmate of mine, whom used to walk home from school with me, kept saying that he wanted to put his "dick up my duke". After some persistant urging, I finally relented and lubed my ass with some vasoline before leaving for school. We went to his house after school and I could scarcely believe the lenth and thickness of his dick at that age. I sucked him for a bit and then he put me on all fours and eased into me. He could hardly believe that I was enjoying it heh heh. As for my wife Ruby, she found out in her 30's, once we began swinging, we met a couple of black men that enjoyed a couple such as ourselves who shared black cock. There is a special bond between us and our black lovers most people would not understand. The cuckoldry was a seperate experience which I'll save as it's off topic. ::)
 
Thanks for that background, Nellie. Love the avatar.

Nellie said:
Interesting topic; I first found out the allure of BBC when I was 14. A classmate of mine, whom used to walk home from school with me, kept saying that he wanted to put his "dick up my duke". After some persistant urging, I finally relented and lubed my ass with some vasoline before leaving for school. We went to his house after school and I could scarcely believe the lenth and thickness of his dick at that age. I sucked him for a bit and then he put me on all fours and eased into me. He could hardly believe that I was enjoying it heh heh. As for my wife Ruby, she found out in her 30's, once we began swinging, we met a couple of black men that enjoyed a couple such as ourselves who shared black cock. There is a special bond between us and our black lovers most people would not understand. The cuckoldry was a seperate experience which I'll save as it's off topic. ::)
 

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