I was 14 or 15 when I got my first Hustler mag. The mag sets were all white on white, but the back ads caught my eyes*. I saw Black men with giant cocks way bigger than mine [esp since I was young and not fully grown] or even any of the white "studs" [which were more like "duds"] in the mag ads or even featured sets and I knew Blacks were far more developed in the cock there and then [I had heard rumors before this]. A year or so later I saw my first IR film [my friends older brother always had VHS tapes around from his movie store clerk friend; he let me have it because he was not into IR; it was the first one I owned myself]... I think Sean Michaels was in it, among others. There for the first time I saw how both smooth and aggressive the Black man is capable of being, his tremendous stamina and control, his endless energy, and how animal like in action he is, as well as how he alone can coax a woman into releasing her sexual side in full [as opposed to any white performers I had seen].
*From where I learned I love Shemale porn as well. Its the only non-IR porn I watch.
Later I went to boarding school and there were a dozen or two buff Black guys there [mostly on scholarship because my school needed good sports teams, showcasing that Blacks are naturally more athletic and in better shape]. In the shower room at the dorm in the morning and in the locker rooms when changing for sports and showering after practice it was again made apparent to me how much bigger the average Black is [although one guy seemed to have a shrimp dick so I guess there are exceptions to the rule... maybe he had a white ancestor?].
One time in the dorm one Black guy [Jaman] ran down the hall swinging his dick in circles like a mace, laughing, and chasing a few people while threatening to hit them with it [despite it not being hard at all it was the biggest cock I have ever seen; as big as John Holmes when soft!]. I really wish I had gotten to see it hard. I often hoped I would be made his roommate, which never happened, although I did make it known to him I had porno mags which he could borrow any time he wanted... which he did take but never returned ["sorry, lost it"].
The very first girl I ever dated [Marielle, a skinny, long red head, bell bottom wearing hippie girl with large breasts] ended up hooking up with him a few months after we broke up [her decision; we remained good friends]. Being that in our small student body the size of Jaman's cock was known I am sure that she knew what she was doing when she decided to hook up with him. I never got past a closed mouth kiss with this girl, and I have always wondered what Jaman and Marielle did together in private. This curious thought lead me to masturbate over it countless times... replacing my beloved porno mags which Jamal would "borrow permanently"... I think he threw them away or something once he was done because during any dorm search by the staff for contraband never turned up mags in his room ever despite how thorough the searches were [as opposed to me and others getting caught a few times].