When I first started working it was in a Medium security place that held younger offenders 18-30 mostly ganbangers, and I was a bit concerned with my safety. As I worked there longer I got used to them and watched them all shift long, I think it hit me when I was pat searching a man and I went up his leg and he had no underwear on and I accidently grabbed his cock and felt all the way up.
I tried to play it off but both he and I knew I was hooked. After a few days he had a visit and I found a reason to strip search him and I saw it it was huge, I went home and tried not to think about it but I couldn't stop.